今天`
三十号了`

为什么突然用华语?
我也不知道`

现在的心情不知道要怎么讲`

伤心?
难过?

不知道`

突然发现我有的朋友并不多`
虽然常常听人说[ 朋友不在于多或少` 只要有真心的就好 ]

这句话是没错啦`
可是你能确保他们永远陪在你身边?

不能对吧!

在避不了的时候他们当然离不开啦`

我都不知道我在讲什么..

你们`
在我需要的时候出现`
帮我`
劝我`
鼓励我`
安慰我`
拥抱我`
弄哭我`

这些我都记得`
也很感谢有你们和一班疯婆做的一切`
我都放在心上了`

可是你们知道吗?
很多时候`
很多伤痛`
很多悲伤`
都是你们带给我的`


可能是你们对我太重要了吧`
所以我觉得你们不能离开我`

只要你们的一切少了我`
我就会难过伤心`

还有`
很多时候在我需要你们`
而且是濒临崩溃的时候`
你们都一个有一个地离开我`
心~
真的!
会~
很~痛~

觉得世界上没人了`
突然从天堂掉到地狱`
从色彩变黑`
变`

在我写下这些时`
我已经哭得不像人了`

每天每分每秒都想跟你们腻在一起`
可惜`
这些都只是我的意愿而已`

我只能说我有家人等于没有`
所以`
很庆幸在f2的时候遇到你们`
谢谢`

你们有你们的生活`
我能够明白`
可是`
我就是不能够看到你们这样`

因为我会觉得我被忽视`
我不被理解`
我不被关心`

可能是我这儿个人怪吧`

2010只剩下一天罢了`
可是就在这天`
我彻底地崩溃`

原因啊`

我也不想多说`
只能说我是一个[ 眼浅 ] 的一个人`

我..

你们`

对`
不`
起`

我不懂要说什么`
也不懂我自己在说什么`

我们一起逃课`
一起去k`
每天放学后就一起yam cha`
我们的生日`
彼此都有在`

谢谢你们陪我度过了一年`

其实我要说的不只这些`
可是很多东西我不懂得用言语和文字来表达`

最后`

只能说`

谢`
谢`

---和---

对`
不`
起`

2day..

while i m sleeping..
smbody sms mi..
den i take my phone to check it lo..

haha..
bull shit lei geh..

msg is shower tis >>> [ 如果我发现到我喜欢你 你...会怎样? ]
den i reply..
Oo..like tat lo..
den msg again..
[ 我他妈的爱上你 >< 死翘翘了我 == ]
i say [ mayb is u think too much leh ]
[ gt think it properly ]

[ 不是 ] (means nt think too much is real d)

den i juz Oo..
i oso dunno wat to say liao..
den still keep chat lo..=)

nw my fren is coming to my house..
waiting her..
n waiting others 2 coming oso.. =)
xD
muackz...
i will hav a best christams eve wif u all...
<3

erm...
yesterday tok my results..
haiz...
feel like nvm du care n feel like care oso..
laugh in front of ppl say nvm..
cry alone in d house... ><

complicated..

erm....
after take our results den v go lm wif frens...

veli happi..
go eat Mc Donald wif them..
chat play take pic..

Serene..
yesterday is d first time tat she go out wif mi..
n i think is oso d last time... =(

however..
i dun hope is like tat..

when they allplaying inside d [ da gei chiong ]
i go le toilet wif her..
take pic..
xDD

after tat..
v go bk they wait them..
wait a while..
den v go floor by floor to find our [ zhuan shu ji nian pin ]
haha..
say want buy phone accessories..
but after tat say wan buy couple rings..
after tat din hav any shop sold tat..==
haiz...
gt la..
gt a shop gt sold..
but veli expensive..
go in le.
saw d price..
den run [ yao ga fai dak gam fai ]
xDD..
at last saw a necklace shop..
den go in buy le tat..
cost mi RM13.90..

smmore d [ tali ] too short so go le another shop to buy a new one..longer d..
cost mi RM12.. ='(

heart pain dou~~~

den suddenli saw my relative..
she gave mi RM50..
i [ paiseh] to take..
but at last..
haiz...

den after tat go home liao lo..
coz serene hav to go bk early..

thv to her..
coz i gt a nice memories..

^^

i'm bk!!! =))

nth to say a..

long time din update my blog le..
coz busy working.. ><

1st of Dec..
go out wif frens.. ^^

2nd of Dec..
primary skul gathering..
go watch movie..
n chat mani played..
damn happi..

3rd of Dec..
work..

4th of Dec..
work again..

work n work n work...

S.K.I.P

11th~12th of Dec..
go le Semenyih ---Geminid Meteor Shower Camp..
2 days 1 night..
hav a nice trip..

13th of Dec..
work..

work until nw..

erm..
let mi say wat i going to do in d future la.. xDD

23th of Dec..
bk to skul take PMR results.. =(

24th of Dec..
my frens will come to my house..^^

25th of Dec..
i think stay at home or go out ba..
hu knows? =))

26th of Dec..
go my fren house wif primary frens again..
having a Bbq Christmas Party.. =DD

27th of Dec..
work again..

until 30th of Dec i think..

31st of Dec..
plan to go countdown wif fren..

but dunno cn mou..
coz dunno let mi off mou..
end of month company hav to [ stock take]..

hope can go countdown le..

like tat den finished my 15th years life..
and ALSO..
2010..

start my 16th life..
f4 life..
AND..
2011..