hahahah..(fake laugh)

veli funny say le dun feel like wanna continue write blog but den hw?
nw oso blog again..

nw----- 1.17a.m.

nw is raining..
n mi..raining oso..

i cried..
bcoz of mani thg..
dunno hw 2 say n oso nt going to say here..
i juz will keep it all inside my heart..

all sadness..
all bad thg..
all n all n all..
juz let mi go undertake it by myself..

i think i can..
by d way i dun trust myself oso..
i dun think i can..

but i hope i can n i will try my best.. =((

2day..

erm..
is yesterday ba..
nw is 1.10 a.m.

go le ts watch movie wif fren..
nt in d mood..
smthg happened..
i m sad..

11 o'clock meet..
watch 12 o'clock d..
b4 go in v go walk walk n but popcorn n coke..

is time to go in..

movie end at 1 smthg..
after tat acc my fren go watsons buy smthg n acc my another fren buy shirt den go le chatroom eat..

after tat den go home le..

nt in d mood nw oso..
so dun feel like wanna continue to write my blog..

soli..

i hav to cool down myself n let myself relax..
if nt i will crazy..

thx all n soli again..T.T

long time din update le..

n nw..
4.25 a.m.

holiday had start few days ago..

everyday juz stay at home be a [zai nv]..

sleep..
eat..
internet..
sleep..
eat..
internet..

everyday do d sam thg..
reali bored d lo..

but no choice..
think b4 wanna find a job n work to earn sm money..
save it or buy smthg tat i like i wan..

but..
haiz..
unfortunately..
din hav any job nid mi..><

but actuai gt a job alwayz waiting 4 mi..
but i dun wan..
-----my mun company-----

I DUN WANT WORK WITH HER!!
i dun wan everyday 2gather wif her..
I HATE!!!!!

she alwayz force mi..
keep giv mi preasure..

i cant [digest] it!
i suffering nw..

dunno hw 2 say oso..
juz nw on fb my fren chat wif mi..
n i told her about 2day my mum forced mi to work..
n she oso tell mi mani thgs..

i CRIED.. T.T
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aiya..4gt all those sadness..
think sm happi d..
n i tell u all smthg tat happi d..
i dyed my hair..^^
happi..
n i cut my hair oso..
i like it oso..=))

erm..
n..
2mr..
no..suppose 2 say is 2day..
later going to ts cinema wif my lovely ji mui..

enjoy it!
happi!^^

long tim din c u all le..
reali miss u all..

n my fren hu already went USA..
i miss u so much oso..

rmb..
happi alwayz..
muz smile..
but do nt force urself to smile when u r unhappy..
dun try to act.. =)))

n rmb.
when u r in trouble..
u r sad..
u tell mi..
share wif mi..
i will everytim here wif u..

n do nt hurt urself oso..
rmb wat u promised mi..
dun make mi sad n worry about u..

dun worry..be happi..

v all will wait u bk..
v wont 4gt u..

miss u~~~

haizzzz...
2day damn boring d..

2day early in d morning den wake up liao.. 6 smthg..
but i slept at 2 smthg i think..4gt le..><

y wake up so early??
coz i follow my mum to her company wait her finish her work dunno at wat tim den go my aunt's house..

go thr 4???

4 sm party i think..
coz she had move her house 2 another side..
she bought a new house le..
CONGRATZ..^^

so new house..
muz hav sm party d la..celebrate n gather wif all frenz n relative..
n mi??
is relative..so hav to giv face n go n stay 1 night at her house.. xDD

den morning sleep in office haha..coz damn boring n dan sleepy..den wake le use hp to on fb lo..
on on on..on liao mani times..

den mother ask mi 2 help her do smthg wo..
den help lo..
den 1 o'clock le.
den eat lo..

actuali gt happi dou d lo..
coz long tim din hav my lunch le..
(everyday juz eat dinner..dunno is pity or save money.. =[ )

after eat den talk wif my fren on call..she call mi from USA..touch.. T.T
but actuali nt..coz her hp FOC d..==

den chat liao a long tim den hang le..
den i feel boring ask 4 laptop.. muahahah..

ON9.. x)))

den on9 oso sienz..haiz..
den update blog lo..
juz like tat..

sayonara~~~ bye~~~

update again when i feel boring again.. xDD =DD

<3

FRIDAY..

skul____

2day is d last day i go skul le..
i holiday myself ealier..^^

feels reluctant..haiz..
last day le..4 f3 skul life..
nex year muz a different skul life le..
mayb all of us wont b in d same class le..

hw??
my fren..
feel sad.. =((
but our friendship is still [ALIVE]..xDD

FRIENDSHIP FOREVER.. muackzz..<3

early in d morning..nth to do..
wait 4 d assembly like usual..^^

7.20 a.m. le..

NEGARAKU~~~~~

after finished..

sit at d dewan jaya like usual oso..(after PMR v everyday sit at thr..)><

den sleep..

sleep until finished skul..

juz like tat..
den go home le..din go anywhr oso..no $$.. T.T

yesterday is thursday..^^

gt go skul but din go in coz fren say go skul veli boring so meet at smwhr den P..=))

P reali veli sienz d lo..
bcoz damn early d..
any shopping center oso nt yt open..><

so cham...walk here walk thr..
den decide go to eat breakfast ----> mamak..

my fren n my breakfast >>>> milo ice + roti telur..
yummy..

xDD..
after finish den sit at thr chat lo..
den behind mi was sitting a guy..he veli funny..coz he FART... muahahahah..

den sit a while chat a while den go le..
dunno go whr oso den walk to ts lo..
but so early nt yt open oso la..
den v go 7-11 buy drinks n wait..

sit at thr like stupid..
every passer by oso look at us..><

haiz...
wait a wait..wait a wait..
OMG..tim goes damn slow d..den i play my fren hp's game..she oso play my hp's game...=D

play a long long time le..
den wait har play har..den??

FINALI!!
10 o'clock le.. yahoooo...^^V

den go in..but juz 10 o'clock all shop oso nt yt open la..juz preparing or cleaning..

den sit at thr WAIT again..

SKIP..

meet fren..
dunno she meet us at wat time le..
den sit at thr chat har..
den go le MC DONALD.. <3

after MC DONALD den my fren hav to go home le..
den after my fren go bk den i go NEWAY k-box wif another 2 frens..

den juz sing lo..

1 o'clock - 4 o'clock..

after tat den go bus stop wif fren lo..

reached bus stop den saw 2 bus waiting at thr..

one is mine d..
one is my fren d.. =DD

den go home lo...

..E..N..D..

few days din update blog le..

n sore ti few days wat had happened i oso din reali rmb..

erm..
friday was DEEPAVALI..
so our skul had holiday start from wednesday..

den v go bk skul again 2day..---> MONDAY..^^

2day go skul din do anythg meaningful d oso..

after assembly..den v go le bilik gerakan..

go thr dunno 4 wat oso..

den teacher giv us watch movie..

1st she played [ baby's out day ]..
i think 5 minutes more den changed to [ G-force ]..
a while again.. B.....com....

MR.BEAN... xDDD

watch d MR.BEAN 4 a whole morning n afternoon.. until v finish skul..1.10 p.m.
den go home le..

reali funny d MR.BEAN..although sm of them i had watched b4..but still funny..muahahaha..x))

den go bus stop take bus le..

_______HOME_______ <3

monday go bk to skul again..
den my fren serene say that she hav to go singapore on after skul n fly to US at wednesday..

aiya..dunno hw to say la..actuali i knew tat she wan to fly liao..n i knew tat she nex year wont b same skul wif mi le..
i sad..
haiz..
actuali nw ---> veli complex emotions..

dunno hw to make known..

n nw i dunno hw to explain dunno hw to describe n dunno hw to tell u all my emotions now..

i knew her almost 2 years le..
erm...
best fren..

she hav to go le..
n nw she suddenli say mayb she after go US wont come bk le..

i duo wat mood m i now..
reali hard to say..
n smthgs is hard to say oso..

i dunno wan to tell her wat..
juz wan to tell if u reali din come bk le..
u hav to take care urself..
u hav to smile alwayz..
laugh alwayz..
dun think toooooo~~ much..
dun let us worry n sad 4 u..

n mani mani.dunno hw to say..

last!!!

wish u all d best..
happi alwayz..

and...

rmb mi as long as u can!!
rmb tat i m ur best fren..
<3

i duno wat m i talking but i think u all noe my mood nw n hope u all 4giv..
n try to understand wat m i bullshit - ING.. =)))

say sorry here..

haiz...
dunno hav 2 start from when n whr..

erm...

saturday morning wake up le..den prepare d thgs n go to meet at tuition centre 4 go GENTING!!

wait n wait n wait..damn boring d..
smmore thr din hav any frens..except her ---> PUALINE

den wait lo..

lazy write..

----SKIP----

in d bus le..
listen to d music..
her...sleep again..her habit n her favourite..

bla bla bla..

----SKIP AGAIN---

reach geting liao...
wooohoo~~~~
gud!!!reach le..

get down from d bus..
wasai!!!
so comfortable..i love d weather sooo~~~~~ much.. >3<

den put down d thgs at d lobby den go play le...
juz play lo..
ply le mani thgs..reali lazy write..
play le 2 days..
den sunday afternoon go bk kl le..

bla bla bla..

den reach le..
after reach go yam cha wif frens..
after yam cha..den her aunty fetch mi to maluri..
i live at pandan indah..
den dunno wat happened about mi
i walk bk home from maluri..
when reach home..
is after 1 hour le..

tat day d car which is pass by mi i think is thousand above ba..
smmore between tat i lost le..haha

but at last i found bk my way to bk home..
i feel tat i m crazy oso..
bk home by walk...xDDD

but i will do tis decision actuali is bcoz my mother..
my mother off at sunday din work as usual..so when i come bk i though she would feth mi bk home from d tuition centre..but i was wrong...hahaha

she call mi say she nt free she cant fetch mi le i hav to go bk myself..
actuali she will say like tat i will nt hav anythg thinking coz i alwayz go out myself go bk myself d..

but d reason she cant fetch mi is bcoz she had to fetch her coworkers to clinic to check hands..n at night she had to go bk her company to help [stock take]
every end of months once..
so she told mi all those excuse..

my brain thinking others again..
i feel tat y mother treat her coworker important than mi..

den i try to prove tat without her i oso can bk home..
even i lost i would find bk my own way to bk home..

no nid to rely anyone i can do it by myself..
i can prove it by myself..