今天`
三十号了`

为什么突然用华语?
我也不知道`

现在的心情不知道要怎么讲`

伤心?
难过?

不知道`

突然发现我有的朋友并不多`
虽然常常听人说[ 朋友不在于多或少` 只要有真心的就好 ]

这句话是没错啦`
可是你能确保他们永远陪在你身边?

不能对吧!

在避不了的时候他们当然离不开啦`

我都不知道我在讲什么..

你们`
在我需要的时候出现`
帮我`
劝我`
鼓励我`
安慰我`
拥抱我`
弄哭我`

这些我都记得`
也很感谢有你们和一班疯婆做的一切`
我都放在心上了`

可是你们知道吗?
很多时候`
很多伤痛`
很多悲伤`
都是你们带给我的`


可能是你们对我太重要了吧`
所以我觉得你们不能离开我`

只要你们的一切少了我`
我就会难过伤心`

还有`
很多时候在我需要你们`
而且是濒临崩溃的时候`
你们都一个有一个地离开我`
心~
真的!
会~
很~痛~

觉得世界上没人了`
突然从天堂掉到地狱`
从色彩变黑`
变`

在我写下这些时`
我已经哭得不像人了`

每天每分每秒都想跟你们腻在一起`
可惜`
这些都只是我的意愿而已`

我只能说我有家人等于没有`
所以`
很庆幸在f2的时候遇到你们`
谢谢`

你们有你们的生活`
我能够明白`
可是`
我就是不能够看到你们这样`

因为我会觉得我被忽视`
我不被理解`
我不被关心`

可能是我这儿个人怪吧`

2010只剩下一天罢了`
可是就在这天`
我彻底地崩溃`

原因啊`

我也不想多说`
只能说我是一个[ 眼浅 ] 的一个人`

我..

你们`

对`
不`
起`

我不懂要说什么`
也不懂我自己在说什么`

我们一起逃课`
一起去k`
每天放学后就一起yam cha`
我们的生日`
彼此都有在`

谢谢你们陪我度过了一年`

其实我要说的不只这些`
可是很多东西我不懂得用言语和文字来表达`

最后`

只能说`

谢`
谢`

---和---

对`
不`
起`

2day..

while i m sleeping..
smbody sms mi..
den i take my phone to check it lo..

haha..
bull shit lei geh..

msg is shower tis >>> [ 如果我发现到我喜欢你 你...会怎样? ]
den i reply..
Oo..like tat lo..
den msg again..
[ 我他妈的爱上你 >< 死翘翘了我 == ]
i say [ mayb is u think too much leh ]
[ gt think it properly ]

[ 不是 ] (means nt think too much is real d)

den i juz Oo..
i oso dunno wat to say liao..
den still keep chat lo..=)

nw my fren is coming to my house..
waiting her..
n waiting others 2 coming oso.. =)
xD
muackz...
i will hav a best christams eve wif u all...
<3

erm...
yesterday tok my results..
haiz...
feel like nvm du care n feel like care oso..
laugh in front of ppl say nvm..
cry alone in d house... ><

complicated..

erm....
after take our results den v go lm wif frens...

veli happi..
go eat Mc Donald wif them..
chat play take pic..

Serene..
yesterday is d first time tat she go out wif mi..
n i think is oso d last time... =(

however..
i dun hope is like tat..

when they allplaying inside d [ da gei chiong ]
i go le toilet wif her..
take pic..
xDD

after tat..
v go bk they wait them..
wait a while..
den v go floor by floor to find our [ zhuan shu ji nian pin ]
haha..
say want buy phone accessories..
but after tat say wan buy couple rings..
after tat din hav any shop sold tat..==
haiz...
gt la..
gt a shop gt sold..
but veli expensive..
go in le.
saw d price..
den run [ yao ga fai dak gam fai ]
xDD..
at last saw a necklace shop..
den go in buy le tat..
cost mi RM13.90..

smmore d [ tali ] too short so go le another shop to buy a new one..longer d..
cost mi RM12.. ='(

heart pain dou~~~

den suddenli saw my relative..
she gave mi RM50..
i [ paiseh] to take..
but at last..
haiz...

den after tat go home liao lo..
coz serene hav to go bk early..

thv to her..
coz i gt a nice memories..

^^

i'm bk!!! =))

nth to say a..

long time din update my blog le..
coz busy working.. ><

1st of Dec..
go out wif frens.. ^^

2nd of Dec..
primary skul gathering..
go watch movie..
n chat mani played..
damn happi..

3rd of Dec..
work..

4th of Dec..
work again..

work n work n work...

S.K.I.P

11th~12th of Dec..
go le Semenyih ---Geminid Meteor Shower Camp..
2 days 1 night..
hav a nice trip..

13th of Dec..
work..

work until nw..

erm..
let mi say wat i going to do in d future la.. xDD

23th of Dec..
bk to skul take PMR results.. =(

24th of Dec..
my frens will come to my house..^^

25th of Dec..
i think stay at home or go out ba..
hu knows? =))

26th of Dec..
go my fren house wif primary frens again..
having a Bbq Christmas Party.. =DD

27th of Dec..
work again..

until 30th of Dec i think..

31st of Dec..
plan to go countdown wif fren..

but dunno cn mou..
coz dunno let mi off mou..
end of month company hav to [ stock take]..

hope can go countdown le..

like tat den finished my 15th years life..
and ALSO..
2010..

start my 16th life..
f4 life..
AND..
2011..

hahahah..(fake laugh)

veli funny say le dun feel like wanna continue write blog but den hw?
nw oso blog again..

nw----- 1.17a.m.

nw is raining..
n mi..raining oso..

i cried..
bcoz of mani thg..
dunno hw 2 say n oso nt going to say here..
i juz will keep it all inside my heart..

all sadness..
all bad thg..
all n all n all..
juz let mi go undertake it by myself..

i think i can..
by d way i dun trust myself oso..
i dun think i can..

but i hope i can n i will try my best.. =((

2day..

erm..
is yesterday ba..
nw is 1.10 a.m.

go le ts watch movie wif fren..
nt in d mood..
smthg happened..
i m sad..

11 o'clock meet..
watch 12 o'clock d..
b4 go in v go walk walk n but popcorn n coke..

is time to go in..

movie end at 1 smthg..
after tat acc my fren go watsons buy smthg n acc my another fren buy shirt den go le chatroom eat..

after tat den go home le..

nt in d mood nw oso..
so dun feel like wanna continue to write my blog..

soli..

i hav to cool down myself n let myself relax..
if nt i will crazy..

thx all n soli again..T.T

long time din update le..

n nw..
4.25 a.m.

holiday had start few days ago..

everyday juz stay at home be a [zai nv]..

sleep..
eat..
internet..
sleep..
eat..
internet..

everyday do d sam thg..
reali bored d lo..

but no choice..
think b4 wanna find a job n work to earn sm money..
save it or buy smthg tat i like i wan..

but..
haiz..
unfortunately..
din hav any job nid mi..><

but actuai gt a job alwayz waiting 4 mi..
but i dun wan..
-----my mun company-----

I DUN WANT WORK WITH HER!!
i dun wan everyday 2gather wif her..
I HATE!!!!!

she alwayz force mi..
keep giv mi preasure..

i cant [digest] it!
i suffering nw..

dunno hw 2 say oso..
juz nw on fb my fren chat wif mi..
n i told her about 2day my mum forced mi to work..
n she oso tell mi mani thgs..

i CRIED.. T.T
____________________________________________________________________


aiya..4gt all those sadness..
think sm happi d..
n i tell u all smthg tat happi d..
i dyed my hair..^^
happi..
n i cut my hair oso..
i like it oso..=))

erm..
n..
2mr..
no..suppose 2 say is 2day..
later going to ts cinema wif my lovely ji mui..

enjoy it!
happi!^^

long tim din c u all le..
reali miss u all..

n my fren hu already went USA..
i miss u so much oso..

rmb..
happi alwayz..
muz smile..
but do nt force urself to smile when u r unhappy..
dun try to act.. =)))

n rmb.
when u r in trouble..
u r sad..
u tell mi..
share wif mi..
i will everytim here wif u..

n do nt hurt urself oso..
rmb wat u promised mi..
dun make mi sad n worry about u..

dun worry..be happi..

v all will wait u bk..
v wont 4gt u..

miss u~~~

haizzzz...
2day damn boring d..

2day early in d morning den wake up liao.. 6 smthg..
but i slept at 2 smthg i think..4gt le..><

y wake up so early??
coz i follow my mum to her company wait her finish her work dunno at wat tim den go my aunt's house..

go thr 4???

4 sm party i think..
coz she had move her house 2 another side..
she bought a new house le..
CONGRATZ..^^

so new house..
muz hav sm party d la..celebrate n gather wif all frenz n relative..
n mi??
is relative..so hav to giv face n go n stay 1 night at her house.. xDD

den morning sleep in office haha..coz damn boring n dan sleepy..den wake le use hp to on fb lo..
on on on..on liao mani times..

den mother ask mi 2 help her do smthg wo..
den help lo..
den 1 o'clock le.
den eat lo..

actuali gt happi dou d lo..
coz long tim din hav my lunch le..
(everyday juz eat dinner..dunno is pity or save money.. =[ )

after eat den talk wif my fren on call..she call mi from USA..touch.. T.T
but actuali nt..coz her hp FOC d..==

den chat liao a long tim den hang le..
den i feel boring ask 4 laptop.. muahahah..

ON9.. x)))

den on9 oso sienz..haiz..
den update blog lo..
juz like tat..

sayonara~~~ bye~~~

update again when i feel boring again.. xDD =DD

<3

FRIDAY..

skul____

2day is d last day i go skul le..
i holiday myself ealier..^^

feels reluctant..haiz..
last day le..4 f3 skul life..
nex year muz a different skul life le..
mayb all of us wont b in d same class le..

hw??
my fren..
feel sad.. =((
but our friendship is still [ALIVE]..xDD

FRIENDSHIP FOREVER.. muackzz..<3

early in d morning..nth to do..
wait 4 d assembly like usual..^^

7.20 a.m. le..

NEGARAKU~~~~~

after finished..

sit at d dewan jaya like usual oso..(after PMR v everyday sit at thr..)><

den sleep..

sleep until finished skul..

juz like tat..
den go home le..din go anywhr oso..no $$.. T.T

yesterday is thursday..^^

gt go skul but din go in coz fren say go skul veli boring so meet at smwhr den P..=))

P reali veli sienz d lo..
bcoz damn early d..
any shopping center oso nt yt open..><

so cham...walk here walk thr..
den decide go to eat breakfast ----> mamak..

my fren n my breakfast >>>> milo ice + roti telur..
yummy..

xDD..
after finish den sit at thr chat lo..
den behind mi was sitting a guy..he veli funny..coz he FART... muahahahah..

den sit a while chat a while den go le..
dunno go whr oso den walk to ts lo..
but so early nt yt open oso la..
den v go 7-11 buy drinks n wait..

sit at thr like stupid..
every passer by oso look at us..><

haiz...
wait a wait..wait a wait..
OMG..tim goes damn slow d..den i play my fren hp's game..she oso play my hp's game...=D

play a long long time le..
den wait har play har..den??

FINALI!!
10 o'clock le.. yahoooo...^^V

den go in..but juz 10 o'clock all shop oso nt yt open la..juz preparing or cleaning..

den sit at thr WAIT again..

SKIP..

meet fren..
dunno she meet us at wat time le..
den sit at thr chat har..
den go le MC DONALD.. <3

after MC DONALD den my fren hav to go home le..
den after my fren go bk den i go NEWAY k-box wif another 2 frens..

den juz sing lo..

1 o'clock - 4 o'clock..

after tat den go bus stop wif fren lo..

reached bus stop den saw 2 bus waiting at thr..

one is mine d..
one is my fren d.. =DD

den go home lo...

..E..N..D..

few days din update blog le..

n sore ti few days wat had happened i oso din reali rmb..

erm..
friday was DEEPAVALI..
so our skul had holiday start from wednesday..

den v go bk skul again 2day..---> MONDAY..^^

2day go skul din do anythg meaningful d oso..

after assembly..den v go le bilik gerakan..

go thr dunno 4 wat oso..

den teacher giv us watch movie..

1st she played [ baby's out day ]..
i think 5 minutes more den changed to [ G-force ]..
a while again.. B.....com....

MR.BEAN... xDDD

watch d MR.BEAN 4 a whole morning n afternoon.. until v finish skul..1.10 p.m.
den go home le..

reali funny d MR.BEAN..although sm of them i had watched b4..but still funny..muahahaha..x))

den go bus stop take bus le..

_______HOME_______ <3

monday go bk to skul again..
den my fren serene say that she hav to go singapore on after skul n fly to US at wednesday..

aiya..dunno hw to say la..actuali i knew tat she wan to fly liao..n i knew tat she nex year wont b same skul wif mi le..
i sad..
haiz..
actuali nw ---> veli complex emotions..

dunno hw to make known..

n nw i dunno hw to explain dunno hw to describe n dunno hw to tell u all my emotions now..

i knew her almost 2 years le..
erm...
best fren..

she hav to go le..
n nw she suddenli say mayb she after go US wont come bk le..

i duo wat mood m i now..
reali hard to say..
n smthgs is hard to say oso..

i dunno wan to tell her wat..
juz wan to tell if u reali din come bk le..
u hav to take care urself..
u hav to smile alwayz..
laugh alwayz..
dun think toooooo~~ much..
dun let us worry n sad 4 u..

n mani mani.dunno hw to say..

last!!!

wish u all d best..
happi alwayz..

and...

rmb mi as long as u can!!
rmb tat i m ur best fren..
<3

i duno wat m i talking but i think u all noe my mood nw n hope u all 4giv..
n try to understand wat m i bullshit - ING.. =)))

say sorry here..

haiz...
dunno hav 2 start from when n whr..

erm...

saturday morning wake up le..den prepare d thgs n go to meet at tuition centre 4 go GENTING!!

wait n wait n wait..damn boring d..
smmore thr din hav any frens..except her ---> PUALINE

den wait lo..

lazy write..

----SKIP----

in d bus le..
listen to d music..
her...sleep again..her habit n her favourite..

bla bla bla..

----SKIP AGAIN---

reach geting liao...
wooohoo~~~~
gud!!!reach le..

get down from d bus..
wasai!!!
so comfortable..i love d weather sooo~~~~~ much.. >3<

den put down d thgs at d lobby den go play le...
juz play lo..
ply le mani thgs..reali lazy write..
play le 2 days..
den sunday afternoon go bk kl le..

bla bla bla..

den reach le..
after reach go yam cha wif frens..
after yam cha..den her aunty fetch mi to maluri..
i live at pandan indah..
den dunno wat happened about mi
i walk bk home from maluri..
when reach home..
is after 1 hour le..

tat day d car which is pass by mi i think is thousand above ba..
smmore between tat i lost le..haha

but at last i found bk my way to bk home..
i feel tat i m crazy oso..
bk home by walk...xDDD

but i will do tis decision actuali is bcoz my mother..
my mother off at sunday din work as usual..so when i come bk i though she would feth mi bk home from d tuition centre..but i was wrong...hahaha

she call mi say she nt free she cant fetch mi le i hav to go bk myself..
actuali she will say like tat i will nt hav anythg thinking coz i alwayz go out myself go bk myself d..

but d reason she cant fetch mi is bcoz she had to fetch her coworkers to clinic to check hands..n at night she had to go bk her company to help [stock take]
every end of months once..
so she told mi all those excuse..

my brain thinking others again..
i feel tat y mother treat her coworker important than mi..

den i try to prove tat without her i oso can bk home..
even i lost i would find bk my own way to bk home..

no nid to rely anyone i can do it by myself..
i can prove it by myself..

9.01 a.m.

like write diary liao team...xDDD
but hor diary oso din hav every minutes oso write ba...hehe

juz nw go c liao PINEPPLE d blog... T.T

c liao..
smmore cry liao team..haiz...

yea yea..i agree her..
i like her oso..coz i dun wan our friendship broke oso..n oso cant without them..
coz without them..i think oso din hav ppl laugh liao ba..bcoz din hav others ppl understand my LOL joke liao..xDD

i like to b wif them..everyday perhimpunan 2gather..
class sit 2gather..
breakfast --- recess 2gather..
teacher teaching v sleep 2gather oso..xDD

teacher punish oso punish 2gather coz 2gather din pass up homework..
finish skul bk home 2gather..
smtim..
nt yt go home den go yam cha 2gather..
or mayb rich liao..
go ts cinema / sing k 2gather..^^

everyday 2gather chit chat..
sad 2gather sad..
punish 2gather punish..
yam cha 2gather yam..
go cinema watch ghost movie scare 2gather..
sing k ---cry..cry 2gather..
v 4 ppl 2gather every day like tat..

tis is already bcom a habit..
n cant change..n even can change v oso dont hope to change..
i think v like it others..
love each others so much ba...<3

n oso nid each others..
n cant without each others..

like mi..
without PINEAPPLE..
din hav her..
nobody hala chat wif mi..
nobody LOL my joke liao..
nobody [zat] mi..

PUALINE..
without her..
nobody quarrel wif mi..
nobody [objection] about mi..
nobody play wif mi..

SUE..
without her..
nobody giv mi water drink..xP
nobody take bus wif mi..
nobody let mi [sang] when i m sad..

n mani mani mani..
dunno hw to say oso..
i noe they understand..
they noe mi well..
although smtim will mad about it coz quarrel or cold war..but v will happi after a while coz v r??
SUE NG WEI TENG..

like PINEAPPLE say d..
mayb nex year v 4 will b seperate to different class..
but i din hope tat our friendship will change or change to cold..

i oso dunno wat m i saying n nw my brain mani thg dunno wan to write wat le..
n even gt oso mani nw..dunno hw to arrange all my thinking n write it out..
mani thgs is cant explain n describe it out d..

i had try my best to say out all my thinking nw..
but dunno later will come out more mou..><
haha..

juz want to say at last..
tat is -------> SUE NG WEI TENG..
cant without each others..
n!!
friendship forever..

MUACKZZZZZZZZZZZZZ~~~
<3

lets us enjoy later ba..go shopping go walk go eat 2gather..
n do mani mani thgs 2gather 2gather n 2gather again.. =)))

smile n laugh n happi everyday everytim every second..
coz i like u all happi d face..
i will happi 4 u all oso.. =D

haiz...come bk again..

8.45 a.m

look at them sleeping d face..
make mi think dou smthg..

if v live 2gather den gud lo..
can everyday go skul bk skul 2gather..2gather eat breakfast lunch n dinner..
2gather watch tv..
2gather play com..
2gather..
2gather...
2gather do mani mani thgs..

HAPPY can live wif them if reali can..
but nw is nt d time..
v still young i think.. xDDD

smmore let mi think dou about FRIENDSHIP..

when i was primary skul..
i believe in true fren n friendship forever..

but nw..
mani thg had make i changed my thinking..
between tat..
happened mani thgs..n tat make mi dun believe in FRIENDSHIP FOREVER n feel tat NO TRUE FRIEND in tis world..

but at last = nw..

i think i still will try to believe it again n protect my FRIENDS ---> PINEAPPLE -- PUALINE -- SUE until d day i die..n love themm as more as i can..^^
muackzzz <3

i noe i disburse 4 them d nt mani but i hope tat they will think d same wif mi oso..
tat is -------> try our best to maintain tis friendship..

by wei~e 8.55 a.m.

and...

hope them hav a sweet dream coz thr all sleeping nw..^^
love u all guys..<3 <3

now...
8.38 a.m.

baby house wif fren..
they r sleeping..^^
later 10 smthg hav to go pudu meet fren n eat breakfast 2gather..
damn sienz d..
almost 7.00 a.m. den v reach liao..but nth 2 do so thr decide to sleep.. ><

hw about mi??
cant sleep.. =((
no choice lo..den juz let them sleep i gao dim myself..

juz internet..nth can do joh..
den suddenli think dou blog..den update lo..if nt reali sienz lo.. =D

but update blog oso juz nid a short tim onli..after tat den nth do liao..
juz like nw..

---8.41 a.m---

i had done my blog..
LOL
so fast?!

yea..
reali fast coz oso juz type few sentences onli.. xDD

nth write liao la..
d main point i wan 2 write is?
--------> SIENZ!!!

my brain cant think anythg nw coz sienz..
my brain juz thinking find smthg to do..^^

tats all..

BYE ALL~~~
enjoy yea!! =)

saturday go genting wif fren le..
woohooo!!!
2mr friday..go fren's house sleep..over night..so gud~

but 2mr my schedule FULLED!!! =))
hehe..
morning go baby house wif PINEAPPLE..
den go pudu eat breakfast..
den mayb ts...kakaka
after tat??

erm..
after tat go lm d pasar malam..

after pasar malam go baby house..^^

den go genting lo...yahooo!!!
hope tat can enjoy la..^^


SMILE.. =)))))))

start from yesterday MONDAY

after skul den go ts 4 digi payment n watsons..
digi centre ppl damn mani..xDDD
but none of my business..i go pay by using d machine..kakaka

wan go watsons d..oz juz near by d digi centre onli.
eh??!
d watsons [close] liao??
seems like remove to others place..

den go eat 1st la..coz hungry liao..
Mc Donald... =)) happi

everytim go thr oso eat d ame thg..hehe
but enjoy..smmore veli tasty a d Mc Donald..

after Mc Donald den go [search] 4 d watsons..
find dou liao go c d mascara n eyeliner..
see 4 a long time den juz buy liao a mascara onli..

den juz go home lo after tat..


TUESDAY 2day..

2day go skul..nth 2 do..
i veli gud i help teacher 2 susun all d chair n d table at d dewan puteri..
den after tat go watch movie..
haha..go 4 mani places in d skul juz 4 a movie..go liao computer room..try 2 play d movie oso cnnt..

juz gt sound din hav screen..
den move to bilik bahasa..gt screen din hav sound..haha..so funny watch wif subtitle..
den watch watch teacher ask us to move to another side ---> bilik multimedia..try 4 a long long tim..d same conclusion_________no sound juz screen..puchi!! xDDD

den finished skul lo..
after skul Mc Donald again..wakakak
after Mc Donald den suddenli say wanna go playground den go le dear dear house thr d playground..

wao!!!

sleep at morning 4.00
den wake up at afternoon 1.00++

2day whole day raining..
gt stop 4 a while onli..><

bcoz of raining so din go anywhr..
juz go ampang tesco buy thgs..
den go gome le..

my brunch oso eat at house geh.. =))
dinner oso..

at home muz nth 2 do d la..
except internet, tv, eat...bla bla bla..
smthg like tat la..

tats all 4 2day..

erm..

2day is sunday.. hehe

2mr of coz is monday la..go skul..
xDDD
i plan to go ts 4 my digi payment n watsons after skul..
go watsons is bcoz i wan buy mascara n eyeliner..^^

seems like my fren happier than mi...hahaha
but i gt a bit scare oso..dunno hw 2 use eyeliner..>god bless mi..

2mr after buy onli [report] to u all again la.. =DD

BYE all~~~ <3

friday..

go out 4 a whole day..
i can make a conclusion tat is -----> TIRED
reali tired..damn tired d..n my leg..
shoes fault..stupid shoes..make my leg damn pain n [qi shui pao]

haiz...
but gt enjoy dou oso la..

finali watched joh The Child's Eyes..
seriously..nt veli nice jek..
gt shock dou a bit oni..
but watched tis movie funny more than scary..
bcoz of my 3 dear fren..==
they 2 ppl reali...reali noisy..
gt another actuali din say anythg at all..coz she use her hand covered her ear n almost cover her eyes oso..xDDD so funny..

talk about d 2 others..reali noisy..giv talk..n keep make all those sound..OMG..
mi..i think i watch dou veli tenang n 'serious'..
din hav any big reaction.. =))

after finished movie den go old town eat..
my kind~~~ fren treat mi a drink..so gud..
n den walk har den go bk ts..coz v go pavilion watched..

den walk at ts a while oso..meet a fren..den walk again..
after tat suddenli say wanna go pasar malam..den go lo..near leisure mll d pasar malam..

go take bus to leisure mall lo..

_reached_

but still early so plan to go yam cha 1st..wait later onli go..
boston yam cha..

den chat at thr..
i so geng..
chat dou cry joh..T.T
feel funny nw coz dunno y i will cry..

finished yam cha liao den walk again..haiz..
whole day reali walk here walk thr onli..
and my leg..PAIN..reali veli veli pain..><
but no choice..

pasar malam - ING
acc fren go eat char kuey teow..
=D
eat liao walk again!! @@

den bk home..
erm...but nt my home..
is fren home..
den baru wait my mum go fren house fetch mi.. =((

but i whole day juz eat a bit onli..
hungry..

go my house thr d pasar malam again..>din eat oso..coz feel hungry..feel like wan to eat..but dun feel like wan to eat..
haiz...
den din eat anythg at pasar malam den go home joh..

home ---- night 11.00++
bath..internet..

dunno until wat time..zZZ

until saturday afternoon 3.00++

wake up..

INTERNET AGAIN..

nth 2 eat..
hungry dou~~~die!

hav to wait again..
wait until night 9.00++ onli i eat..

finali..finished my story..

san fu sai dai gah..c mi bull shit at here..ps..ps..

~~~~~~THE END~~~~~~

hehehehe...^^

2day was a sunny day..==
actuali is a hot day..xDDD

2day = thursday..

tat day say joh dun wan go skul on wednesday thursday n friday d..but..
fren ak mi go on thurday..
den go lo..coz at home oso nth do..B.O.R.I.N.G saje...

go skul..play again..but din play oso la actuali..
b4 recess ----POKER----
after recess den start do smthg meaningful..^^
do about GEO thg..
oso dunno do 4 wat..
BUT
i realise smthg..
time goes fast if u doing smthg..
time goes slow if u doing nth n playing at thr.. =))
n smmore i realize..our teacher --- Pn.Yong love green colour so much.. so funny..all of d thg oso green colour.. >< xDD
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juz 4 a while..den teacher say b4 u all go bk home u all clean all d rubbish..
mi : har?! finished skul liao a? so fast??!!
teacher smmore answer mi : ya lo finished skul liao..(wif a =( face..)
so funny..

den go take bus wif fren go home..=D

*again again n again i said..
friday________----> 2mr...
i go 4 The Child's Eye...wakakaka..

2day__din go skul..

wake up...

internet again..=D

hungry...x boleh tahan..
decide...MC DELIVERY________________<3

den chat wif fren on fb...den....^^ she say help mi order..so gud...=)))

den wait my lunch come..hehehe

reach liao...
RM18.50..
><..bankrupt again..

>>> veli full..@@ <<<

2mr..din go out..stay at home..home sweet home...(fake geh stay at home stay dou almost kisiao liao smmore say home sweet home).. reali smthg wrong joh..yu mou lun ci..xDDD

FRIDAY...
Woohoooo~~~~~

go pavilion movie wif fren -------> The Child's Eye..
wait veli long liao..
finali can watch liao..

happi happi..smile =)

wish everybody happi x)

Oh Ooooo~~~~

4gt joh update blog..xP

juz hav few sentences to write onli..><

everyday go skul..aiyo.is suppose to say when i din P i gt go skul den juz play..
play n play n play.. =D..><
happi but play dou sienz joh..veli mao dun a..

congkak..math magic..suduku..poker card.. <<<<< all those is play on yesterdy (monday) n 2day geh..

___2mr_thursday_friday___???

DIN GO SKUL..

coz!!!
boring activity..geo..sci..sej..LOL!!!
better stay at home zzZZ.. xD

THATS ALL..

SEKIAN TERIMA KASIH.. xDDDDD

^^

in a gud mood nw..

going to hav a genting trip wif my baby__________<3
hehehe

erm...
nex week watch [ The Child's Eye ].. ><
actuali is thursday watch de..but..ts juz hav 3D..== den change joh lo..

yesterday--friday coz lazy den P..din go skul..^^v
den go pasar malam eat..yummy yummy..

xDDDD
happi..
buy joh a bag..wakakaka
eat joh mani thg oso..bla bla bla..
n..buy joh drama..[ Every Move You Make 读心神探 ]

bk home..
den start [boil] my drama..
[boill dou 4 smthg den zZZ..

2day wake up den internet again...
nth do oso..
[boil] again..den finished liao my 10 episode.. =[
finished liao..haiz...
d 3rd cd nt yt buy..><
no choice!!
hav to wait le..

wait n wait n wait..hehe..
2day go pasar malam c gt liao ma..hope gt..=D

Ermmm....

yesterday n 2day cinema.. =D

yesterday spend RM20++..2day spend RM20.70

RM20++ + RM20.70 = RM 40++
OMG!!!
juz cinema 4 2 days onli spend joh so mani money..haiz

but happi coz watched 2 movies --- Detective Dee 'n' The Other Guys --- muahahahaha

tat all la nth else happened oso..hehe..smmore nwadays my brain smthg wrong..alwayz 4gt thgs..ps.. ><

dear my frenz -- Pualine Ng --Pineapple -- Sue --

thx u dear 4 spending ur tim watch movies wif mi..
MUACKZZZZZ...

2day is d day after pmr..

go skul like din go skul stay at home better..><

nth 2 do oso..DAMN SIENZ geh..
but 2day after perhimpunan techer gt tell us our [schedule]..
OMG!!
every different ==
smore is all those stupid program..
gt wat program i dunno la..all 4gt joh..after pmr my brain nid to rest har..XD

den nth to do..after bk to our class..den chit chat lo..den sleep..sleep liao rehat..after rehat?!
sleep again.

malay gurl veli noisy lo..shout..talk loudly..smmore pak toi o..
noisy dou i cant sleep..i sleep mani tim joh lo 2day but when i wake up juz onli eleven smthg..
goshhhh!

when onli can go home o??
tat moment reali miss teacher..hope teacher cm in to our class teach us..at least tim wont goes so slow..

haiz..
my 2 frenz still sleeping den i listen my songs..hehe
finali..they wake up..den chit chat again..no choice..=[
waiting d bell rings..

15 minutes..
10 minutes..
5 minutes..
RING!!!!!!!

yahooo~~~~~
all student hooray about it..XDDDD

so funny..shout at thr..all oso wait veli long liao..
den go chatroom again..
1.10p.m. finished skul go thr..
less ppl..
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finished liao paid liao den go home lu~~~~~ ^^

++++tats all++++

after finished exam oso veli gud geh my mood..

smmore go eat wif frenz..

chit chat chit chat laugh laugh laugh..

den paid..

GO HOME------>

wait bus wait damn long geh..><

finali lei joh..

---skip---

lazy..

den get d math answers..

mark!

i regret i mark my math paperrrr...

damn shit!!

ppl exam i exam y my result like shit?!!

WHY?????

den now mou mood a..
simply write..

ps a..T.T

2day~~

10 smthg den wake up liao..coz my lou mou ask mi acc her go KLCC wif her n her coworkers..==
haiz..forced by her..no choice..

after bath brush teeth all those..den arrived to PETALING STREET wait my lou mou geh coworkers den onli v go KLCC coz d stupid coworker dunno hw 2 go..==!!!
reali zha dou..KLCC oso dunno hw to go..

reach thr joh park joh car den go eat..
all stupid ppl..

when park car ask mi hw go in d car park..when eat oso ask mi whr is d food court or whr gt food can eat..>< wat oso i find 4 them..haiz..

i go find floor by floor.. den i found it joh..excited + happi ^^v
but they still upstair..so?!
wait them com down
gt lift oso so long..reali angry + hungry... grhhhhhhhh~
tat tim my feeling is juz like tis shop

BUT

i already super hungry!!! they walk one stall by one stall!!! OMG hungry dou boom joh lo..smmore hav to wait them wait one stall by one stall..WAT THE XXXX i reali cant tahan liao! tell my mum [u giv mi money, i go buy thg eat]
my lunch ^^


after lunch..go walk har..

den those is my hasil..






ppl mani..motorcycle oso mani..XDDD
i juz capture sikit saje..><
smmore gt ll thr..all [ham sap lou] go thr capture wif d 2 gurls..==

XDDD
so funny
i saw 2 guy
1 guy go capture den his fren go stand beside d gurls..
his fren smmore prepare d pose baik2 veli excited thr..
but____
d guy capture d 2 gurl onli..haha
din capture his fren oso...wahahahah..
____funny_____

go home...
reali???!

YEAH! YEAH!! YEAH!!! YEAH!!!! hohohoho..hoi sam sei ngor =D

my story havent finish leh..><

when on d way go home..suddenli my house bcom jusco joh..

_nth special_ --skip--

den go home la of coz..freaking tired joh..
shopping wif lou mou even din walk mani oso freaking tired geh..T.T

reach home..5 o'clock

2day my schedule is juz KLCC -> JUSCO -> HOME hehe

suddenli feel tat JANICE 卫兰 d songs veli nice!
i think suppose to say is DAMN nice =D

after PMR wanna go [fat sit]..
long tim din go [chiong K] liao leh..
feeeeeel like wan to go [chiong K]..
but dun wanna go..coz everytim oso go [chiong K]..
S.I.E.N.Z joh lo ^^
b~u~t
feeeeeel like wan to go wo..
haiz..
veli [mao tun] a..><

after PMR>>>
hav to plan har whr to go..
i wan travel wif my dear fren..
din travel wif frenz b4!
excited!!!

hope it can be true..
den v all can [yi gan qing jing] 4 a while..
Ngek Ngek Ngek Ngeh~


----FREEDOM----


(SHOUT)

I M NT FAR TO U! XDDD
I M COMING!! ^^
WAIT MI!!! <3

OMG!!!
juz nw nose bleeding again..
hw?!

mani mani tim joh..
tat day exam oso like tat...
suddenli nose bleeding..

N smmore b4 is already like tat joh..
HOW?!!
alwayz like tat..

like a alarm..it will [ring] everytim everywhere..u wont noe..
everytim shock mi!
HELP!!!

should i go c a doctor?!

long tim din update blog..
after 5 months update again..

feel like mani thg wanna say wanna write but cant even write out oso..
mayb is toooooooo~~~ mani thgs joh..
oso dunno whr should i start from..

__but i promise to u all__

from now on..
i will update my blog everyday..
den u all will more [liu gai] mi..XP
so u all muz [doh doh bong chan] a..XD

nw is going to 0200 o'clock..
still cant asleep..

wish u all hav a sweet dream..^^

5 months joh..
5 months din update blog joh..

juz 5 months..
mani thg happened..

n mi..
i think din change mani ba..
i hope i din change oso.. hehehe

actuali i oso dunno wat m i talking..><
juz simply type..hope tat my fren wont feel sien about my blog la..
SORRY to all my dear fren..
COZ!!!!!!!
5 months din update blog joh..
coz computer spoil joh N nw?!
i buy new laptop joh!!!
XDDDD
faster congratz mi..^^

2day..holiday coz PMR..
i take PMR already 3 days joh..
i had left 2 days den can get freedom from my life! =)))

after PMR
i have MANI MANI MANI MANI MANI..thg wanna do..
__N__ i hope tat it can be done wif my dear fren --SUE NG TENG--

reali dunno wanna write wat joh..
although was late..but i wish all PMR students gud luck!!

!!!SUE NG TENG!!! love u all!! muckzzz!!!
FRIENDSHIP 4EVER..

今天也没有什么特别的事发生啦
就跟平时一样啊。。。每逢星期三放学过后都要课外活动。。。
只是今天的课外活动啊。。。
只能用一个字来形容就是 累！！！
真的是超累的
平时制服团体也只不过是常常团歌背背东西然后他们就会进行一些闷爆又或者在那边浪费时间
可是今天很特别咯。。。连歌都没唱。。。点名也不知道那个‘皇帝’（wakil tingkatan)有没有点，然后老师就叫我们分成一组十个人然后玩 treasure hunts。。。
开始了。。。就一直跟着他们后面走。。。可是他们也未太落力了吧。。。拼命地跑。。。我们身为组员的，虽然很不愿意可是还是跟着他们跑来跑去的。。。才那么两三个站就已经满身大汗了。。。可是总共有十三个站十二个问题要去还有回答。。。都不知道要跑到几时。。。
跑啊跑。。。时间一分一秒地过，也差不多是时间要上学会的时候了。。。
酱刚巧喔
时间到了我们就完成我们的treasure hunts了。。。然后就去食堂喝水休息一下咯。。。
然后就去上华语学会了。。。
等到人到齐了之后，主席开始讲话鲁
bla bla bla的。。。然后重点来了！！！
：今天我们要玩一个游戏，游戏是什么？
----treasure hunts---
蛤？？？ 做么又是这个的？ 刚刚还跑不够咩？
可是还是得要参与。。。唉。。。那也只好玩咯。。。
：你们六个人一组。。。
分了刚刚好六个人一组
又来了
：你们要给我你们的组名
蛤??
都不懂要改什么名。。。哎呀。。。酱的话就随便改一个名啦
我们就改随便！
：你们的组是什么名？ 异口同声地答：随。。。便！！哈哈哈
同一样的游戏，同一样的地方玩。。。
只是在不同的时间还有不同的课外活动玩罢了。。。
游戏又开始了
跑啊跑。。。怎么又是要跑啊？
算啦。。。就跟着跑咯
中间的不重要。。。所以---skip---
然后就终于熬到最后一个站。。。最后一个站完了就回班
结果？回到班。。。全部人都在班上了。。。
也就是说我们是？？
--------最后--------
几分钟过后就放学了。。。
然后就回家啦当然。。。
就这样又一天了 =[

最近不知道搞什么。。。
我好像喜欢上一个男生了。。。应该不是好像是根本就是。。。
不知道怎样形容我现在的感觉，感想， 也不知道要怎么办。。。 朋友们都叫我勇敢一点 要主动一点。。。
我有很主动啊 我几乎每天都很主动地去找他聊天。。。
我也只不过是敢跟他聊天罢了。。。除了聊天还是聊天。。。
我真的不知道该怎么办。。。
我只知道对他的感觉越来越强烈。。。想他的时间也越来越长。。。
到底该怎么办？？
我的dear今天问我要不要帮我‘得倒’他。。。
可。。。可是
我拒绝了dear的好意 拒绝了她的帮忙
我跟她说：顺其自然吧
我只告诉了她顺其自然。。。可是我并没有把原因告诉她。。。
其实没有告诉她也没有什么特别的理由啦。。。只是反正都不是很严重所以就没有告诉她咯

不好意思dear,没有告诉到你原因 ^^
其实也没有什么大件事啦。。。只是我不想再重蹈覆辙，不想再好像以前那样了
以前就是因为太过冲动 太过心急了 所以才会被伤害。。。
你也不想我又好像以前那样伤心 那样难过 那样痛苦吧
所以丫 就选择了让一切顺其自然
以免‘历史重演’ 哈哈
你会支持我的吧 所以丫 我也是一定会支持你的！ 无论你做什么， 我都会支持你到底！！！ 让我们一起加油加油加油吧。。。 ^^
dear,爱你。。。么 ^^

go joh buffet wif my frenz...
although thr d food nt veli nice la...but $$ 18 $$
is like tat d la...
but veli happi lo...long tim din eat 2gather wif frenz gather 2gather chat...damn happi d...
finish skul 1.50p.m den v walk to thr lo....damn far d...
all oso wet joh... XD
nvm la...can gather 2gather...JIK DAK la...
go in joh put down our bag den go c gt wat 2 eat...v take a long tim walk here walk thr but oso cant found anythg eat leh... ==
but paid liao of coz wan eat oso d ma...den simply take lo...

my fren PEI LING
juz keep on take photo onli...nt even saw her eat...haiz... so kesian a her...but i think she veli enjoy her 'job' ba... ^^
tis is all her hasil































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4.00p.m like tat den v go hm lo... X))

juz onli i reach hm...haizzz...
juz reach hm den switch on com... haha
2day is wednesday so after finish my skul smmore gt kokurikulum... lol
den finish kokurikulum at 4.30 p.m. DEN???!
of coz is go eat my dinner wif all my sei dong la... XDD
den v decide 2 go chatroom having our dinner...
i think almost 6.00p.m. den v bill n v go take bus...
den wait wait wait...wait liao you wait...wait liao you wait...
d tim was moving veli fast lo...
6.30p.m. joh!!!!
no bus...den almost 6.45p.m.like gt a metro bus ---30 YEAH!!! bus com joh...
but when d bus stop in front of mi... KANASAI! hav 2 wait one more bus joh lo??!
so mani ppl...d ppl already stand near d door almost wanna fall down joh...
den WAIT again lo... arghhhhhhhh
7.00p.m. joh
den start 2 geram joh... luckily d rapid bus was behind... U31 ^^
WALAO! d U31 din stop leh... mi n my fren saw him drive d bus go away in front of us leh...n smmore d bus driver saw us d lo...n he wave his hand by giving us signal say NO I DUN WAN STOP
WTF! reali veli veli veli GERAM lo...
but luckily oso la...behind gt another U31...den mi n my fren noe joh y juz nw d driver will straight away go... is bcoz behind still gt another U31... huh ==
den board d bus n go hm lo... XP



2mr thursday leh... ---BUFFET---
i m coming...
2mr afetr my skul i going to have a buffet wif my frenz..... wahahahah
happi dou....
waiting....faster la....d tim move so slow.... lol

2day is friday..^^
after finish skul go ts cinema wif my fren again...
coz gt new movie --- BEING HUMAN


juz like tat lo...after finish skul den go buy ticket den go settle our lunch lo...

after finish den go but soft drinks n popcorn den go inside lo...
last week v sit d first row...==
XDDDD NOW???! wakakaka d last row...walao...reali veli veli veli veli comfortable than first row lo...haha talking nonsense...even nt first row den will more comfortable...XP

veli funny lo d movie...
muz introduce 2 u all...
u all muz go watch a...reali veli funny haha...

den???

after finish our cinema den go hm lo...
actuali wanna eat d...but walk here walk thr oso nth 2 eat...so sienz...den go hm lo... ^^

tats all...

------ D END ------XD

2.00 p.m. den wake up joh...

open my com n play...if nt nth 2 do in my house oso...
tv my brother was watching...so juz onli can play com lo

den juz msn n fb lo

nw is 6.30p.m. DAMN hungry d F**K
from i wake up until now oso nt yt eat leh...
HELP!!!

juz waiting my lou mou com bk den onli go out eat lo...

=[ @%!#?/&^#!`$@


FASTER COM BK A!!!!!!if nt when u came bk muz hav 2 bong ngor sao shi joh...

long tim din update my blog joh...haiz...
nth buzy but juz lazy haha
finished exam joh lo den yesterday after finish my last paper --- sc paper one den go joh ts watch movie XDD

| Beauty on Duty |
Reach liao ts den go line up buy ticket lo...den when buying ticket tat tim left first row onli... wasai so kanasai juz left first row... haizzz nvm la if nt mou dek tai den buy joh first row geh ==

buy joh ticket still hav to wait above one hour den v go food n tea eat lunch

2.30 den v go inside d cinema watch movie lo hehehe
but...first row leh...juz go in den my head veli pain joh...hang my head to watch d movie a...
BUT veli funny d movie XDDDD keep on laugh...laugh n laugh n laugh

after finish den v go bk hm lo...coz all fren gon shi gan...

...TATS ALL...

=]

上个星期三是我的生日...
早上有华文学会的九校联欢会...所以早上就先去...中午才和朋友去庆祝...ts---NEWAY XD
早上很早就起床了...（应该要说是没有睡过吧！^^）
一切搞定了就出去等淑莉载我去学校，然后再和其他人一起去.
到了sentul，就给钱那个负责人咯。给了钱过后？就走路去我们的目的地。。。
一进到去。。。哇赛！！！多人到-----
更惨的是？？？还要等他们给我们进我们才能进叻！！！哇靠！瑶等到什么时候哦？晒到要死啊！
等等等。。。等了又等。。。
====终于====
进去了
又要等？！！！有没有搞错啊！！！
算啦。。。还好里面有冷气
中间那些不是很重要的。。。跳过！

去ts咯
人齐了。。。就排队咯。。。结果给服务生问倒了：你们多少个人？他们没有算呐！后面又有一大堆人在排队哦。。。要等他们算。。。好鱼哦！！！没脸见人了啦。。。
算到啦！！！！ 十六个人！

进去噜。。。呀呼
进到去。。。那些男生是 ‘冷’的咯。。。
我和我的朋友竭尽所能，想尽办法把他们热起来。。。结果都是？冷。。。。
算啦。。。我不管他们啦。。。自己high就好了
ong lai在唱mad...
我无端端地哭了。。。慧贤在旁边忙着帮我抹眼泪。。。
停了。。。
不知道什么歌然后把ong lai也弄哭了。。。
哭啊哭
然后没事了，我和ong lai就一起唱歌咯
唱下唱下不懂搞什么鬼，我也忘了是谁叫我们全部女生一起进厕所。。。进到去。。。就谈天咯。。。哈哈厕所也能谈！
然后不懂为什么我就抱着了慧贤。。。抱下抱下。。。哭了！越哭越大声。。。可是想到外面怕有人听到所以就有憋一下。。。哈哈好笑的是哭到弄湿了她的衣服。重点是不是泪弄湿是口水弄湿的！！！哈哈哈哈哈哈哈
然后外面又传来了不懂什么音乐？只记得是我要唱的歌
然后为了要唱那首歌。。。不哭了。。。就跑出去继续唱歌。。。嘿嘿
如果不然？我也不懂我会哭成什么样子 虽然本来就没有可以看的样子
然后就一直唱一直唱咯^^
时间不多了。。。就切蛋糕咯
切完蛋糕 一个两个玩cream...我当然也跟着一起玩
所以。。。蛋糕都没吃，只是拿来玩
再继续唱歌 哈哈
然后再过了没多久 服务生进来收钱。。。
哇！我们收钱的时候也遇到了很多问题叻。。。
那个服务生还等到不耐烦。。。走了
过了不懂几久他才又再进来。。可是这次他进来也是等了蛮久才收到钱的 哈哈哈哈哈 想到就好笑
收完钱了。。。我们还在里面呆了一下。。。玩也玩了一下
然后就。。。就。。。 走人咯
在外面走走逛逛。。。然后就 回家



其实还有很多的。。。太多了。。。写不完啦 呵呵

今天。。。
起了床。。。刷了牙洗了脸后就开电脑啦。。。
开了电脑。。。突然想起了我朋友昨天对我说的话：我领悟到了。。。你还没有领悟到吗。。。
想起了这句话。。。我就上网搜索刘力扬的那两首歌---礼物，眼泪笑了---
一边看着他的mv，一边跟着唱。。。
不懂为什么。。。我第一次没有因为那两首歌而哭。。。就连一丁点的伤感，伤心，心痛都没有。。。我才发现。。。我想---我可以，真正地，放下---你---了。。。
希望你会幸福。。。
面对你的时候。。。我不是卑微的。。。反而我没有遗憾。。。因为我已爱过你深深的。。。

昨天和朋友去了ts的Neway唱歌。。。
原本订了六个人的位可是结果只有四个人，但是到了要进去的时候有不懂怎样找多了两个人。。。
所以？又有六个人了。。。嘿嘿^^
我们是唱一点的
进到去刚刚开始还有点尴尬。。。气氛也有点冷。。。所以就先点歌咯。。。
第一首歌当然要把气氛搞热咯所以点了一首Nobody
唱完了那首就继续点歌啦。。。一面点一面唱。。。
唱啊唱。。。之前点的饮料来啦。。。
然后就又继续唱啦当然。。。
唱了蛮久的。。。然后又有人来说要点餐之类的。。。
说什么如果不要花生就把它们换成饮料。。。我们都不吃花生的，当然是换成饮料呗。。。
谁知道。。。他说了一代堆东西说什么你们六个人所以有四个花生然后什么如果你们要换成饮料就不懂有多少杯然后讲讲一下变了有两jug的饮料。。。算啦怎样都还是要点啊。。。
结果就点啦。。。可是点了过后他又说什么还有吃的。。。
哇靠。。刚刚都已经走了两个人省下四个人。。。刚刚也又已经叫了饮料都还没喝完又搞多了两jug饮料。。。现在还要点吃的。。。不过还好是小吃类的。。。不然我看我会在里面吃还有喝到撑死。。。==
唱唱下那些饮料和小吃来了。。
就唱下吃下咯唯有。。。
可是还有很多饮料叻。。。haizz...
没关系。。。等下再打算吧。。。唱了先。。。哈哈哈
唱了很久。。。我最爱的歌来了---刘力扬的礼物---
唱着唱着好像要哭要哭喔。。。我的朋友都知道我随时会哭所以他们很怕我真的会哭出来。。。
但我告诉他们没有啦。。。很好。。。没有啦。。。不会的啦。。。这边酱多人。。。
真的喔。。。我没有哭喔。。。
下一首歌就是我朋友指定一定要唱的---刘力扬的眼泪笑了---
因为他指定要唱的所以我只是有嘴巴唱没有用麦克风。。。
可是他唱着唱着。。。我哭了。。。
我就走进了洗手间。。。在里面的时候。。。我的朋友对这麦克风说：慧仪，加油。。。
当我听到这句话是。。。我就打开了洗手间的门。。。我也忘了我当时回应了他什么。。。
出去后。。。
我朋友问我。。。我都领悟到了，你还没有领悟到吗。。。
我笑着答他。。。是咯还没有。。。我还没有领悟到。。。可是我的心有一种说不出来的感觉。。。
就这样我又继续唱歌让自己high起来。。。不要想起
在那一段时间里我真的没有想起xx。。。
。。。过了不久。。。
]差不多四点了吧[
有一个人突然开门进来说：收钱。。。
原本很high的气氛给他把搞垮了。。。算了。。。我就先给完钱过后再跟他们算。。。
等那个人给收据的时候我们就把握机会把唱那些歌唱完。。。我还唱到把饮料都给打翻了。。。
哈哈。。。lon lon zon zon的。。。 haizz...
拿了收据。。。跟他们算完了钱就出去咯。。。
去洗手间。。。
去了洗手间过后就到处逛逛咯。。。
逛下逛下好像有点饿喔。。。
然后就去了五楼的sushi king吃寿司。。。
吃完寿司。。。再逛了一下。。。我们就。。。回--家--啦--

今天就是除夕了。。。
想到明天就是初一。。。
要新年了。。。可是比起以前更加地没有气氛。。。
再加上我和xx的事情又是没有心情
又再加上最近特别地想xx。。。还因为xx搞到自己常常哭。。。就连在学校都哭。。。
我还因为没有心情搞到每次给我妈妈骂说我没礼貌每天一副脸臭臭的样子。。。
明天初一了。。。又要去拜年。。。我真的挤不出一点笑容来。。。很怕在大年初一又要给妈妈骂说我没礼貌。。。我该怎么办。。。为了xx。。。我把我自己搞成这样。。。
我很不想。。。可是又能怎样？！我就是不能放下xx！！！救我！我真的不知道该怎么办。。。
为什么你要让我爱你爱得那么深。。。
我恨你这样对我。。。对我那么地残忍。。。可是我都会原谅你。。。
我真的很恨你。。。可是比起爱。。。我爱你比我恨你还要深。。。
我。。。该。。。怎。。。么。。。办。。。T.T

昨天忙了一整天。。。做这做那的。。。忙到晚上才回到家。。。
回到家了。。。还要给老妈店去做家务。。。扫地，抹地的。。。
扫完地，抹完地的时候已经是凌晨12点多了。。。
可是不懂为什么忙了一整天都不觉得困。。。所以就坐在客厅看电影。。。
全家人都睡得像猪一样。。。就只有我。。。像看门狗那样守在客厅看戏。。。
看到3点多吧。。。不想待在客厅。。。所以就进了房间去
进了房间后，睡不着就带起耳机听歌。。。平时听着听着都会睡着的
可是我不但睡不着。。。我还因为电台播放着的‘礼物‘而哭。。。看来我应该又是想起xx吧。。。
哭着哭着歌也播完了。。。一首接一首的歌一连串的播放着。。。也因为这样我哭得停不下来了。。。到最后又崩溃了。。。不停的哭啊哭。。。哭了很久很久。。。
我终于把自己控制住不要让我自己再哭。。。停止了哭泣。。。为了不想让自己再哭。。。我拔掉了连接着电话的耳机。。。丢在一旁就躺在床上来来回回地望着天花板。。。
就这样不知不觉地睡着了。。。
到了今天早上起床在洗刷时，在镜子里看到了我的双眼肿了起来。。。

~崩溃~

星期四那天上完数学节后我把我的dear叫到了我班。。。
她来了过后，我告诉她说我很想xx。。。告诉她说我当天早上才因为想xx而哭。。。
我们谈了蛮久的，然后不知道为什么我突然间哭了。。。可能是因为太想太想xx吧。。。
。。。哭过就好了，痛都会好的。。。
哭了过后。。。就一分一秒地熬到了放学。。。
会到家里丢下书包就往房间跑，开电脑上网。。。上着上着我的dear叫我去他的的部落格。。。我去了看。。。刚开始看的时候我的眼眶就已经湿了，过后就落泪，落泪不久后我就崩溃了。。。
在我dear的部落格里她写了很多东西劝我不要再想xx了，不要再为xx哭，她说她知道我的痛等等的。。。
比起其他人看了应该都会觉得没有什么特别难过或感伤。。。可是对我而言却有着一种难以形容的伤难以形容的痛。。。想起了很多以往跟xx的回忆。。。想起xx的样子。。。想起xx对我笑的样子。。。
这些都是我们的回忆。。。
我很痛恨我自己。。。为什么？！为什么？！为什么明明都分开了那么久都还要想起xx。。。就快要半年了。。。在这半年的日子里都不好过。。。总是过着有xx影子的生活。。。
半年了！！！难道忘记一个人就真的那么难吗！！！
是的。。。对我而言，真的很难。。。因为我对xx的爱比谁都还要来得深。。。
但是，爱xx又怎样。。。能改变结果吗？！
还是不能。。。分了就是分了。。。我什么都不能做。。。
我们现在什么都不是了。。。就连朋友都不是。。。
我还能做什么？！就只能想你。。。
希望你会幸福。。。能找到一个比我更爱你的人。。。

~TORTURE~

Saturday go wet go gai gai...SUNDAY??torture...torture...reali torture..

bcoz of CNY is coming...my lou mou ask mi to help her fried 'nga gu'

torture had started...Tolong lo...saturday i midnight onli sleep...sunday u wake up mi early in d morning...mendera mi leh...

after eat my breakfast den started my 'work'

FRIED!FRIED!FRIED!

buy outside d nt can liao lo...ask m i help!more fish!!!

haizzz...tis is an order i dun wan do oso CANT la...so pity a mi...

fried har fried har...cha m doh gao dim joh...

but when fry tat tim veli hot lo...d kitchen no fan d...mou dang cho geh...smmore d oil veli hot n causes my hand veli oily n reali vele veli veli HOT lo...

after finish fried still hav to wait until it not hot anymore den put inside d container...bt put it by using hand...yalk!d oil was full of my hand...my hand except oil n oil oso is oil...worst!

my 'job' was done...

though all those was already end...but no!

smthg is continue to mi...

after tis i go pasar malam...d pasar malam ppl more dou~sempit dou~hot dou~
walk here walk thr...buy here buy thr...c here c thr...d tim was running...running veli fast...

[ 10 smthg ]

get into d car...though finali can go home can rest can sleep joh...my lou mou suddenli say wanna go tesco but thgs...buy wat la...buy thg ask mi accompany 4 wat wo...smmore is buy ur thgs osony buy my thgs...haiz...

...FINALI...

finish buying...finish bill...

is tim to go home...

finali can go home can rest can sleep...

~reach home~

faster go bath after bath den ZZZ...

T-bowl DAY

last SATURDAY gt d replacement class 4 d chinese new year d...

~But~

lazy...so p lo...

~But~

2day is my frenz d birthday...so i wait after their skul finish onli go meet them lo...Lol
haiz...d bus damn slow smmore tracfic jam...wat d fuck!
LATE JOH!!!
3 frenz waiting mi at d the store entrance...othersss???
go thr 'ba wai' joh...hehe

Den???walk veli veli veli veli fast to thr...(s.w d 3rd floor---t-bowl restaurant)
...FINALI...reach joh...
Faster order thg eat...butttt...my frenz huey yee say she three smthg gtg joh...but tat tim is already one smthg so...they all mai dan first n go gai gai first...after tat onli v go meet them again...

...while waiting our food...

v saw d renovation veli sui so take pic...

left hand side d is my dear...pei ling...right hand side d of coz is mi lo...^^

d sam ppl...hehe

...food dou joh lo...

b4 eat take pic oso...kekeke

my dear order d...rice...4gt joh wat rice... mii d...seafood ramen

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black pepper spageti

Water Area...

FINISH EAT LO>>>

Drink oso...finish

they cam bk meet us wo...

red colour d...kar thay...bside...huey yee

After bill...

they were counting d $$ so...i take pic again...

pee pee...haha [= tis is single d...wahaha

DEN go gai gai...^^