今天`
三十号了`

为什么突然用华语?
我也不知道`

现在的心情不知道要怎么讲`

伤心?
难过?

不知道`

突然发现我有的朋友并不多`
虽然常常听人说[ 朋友不在于多或少` 只要有真心的就好 ]

这句话是没错啦`
可是你能确保他们永远陪在你身边?

不能对吧!

在避不了的时候他们当然离不开啦`

我都不知道我在讲什么..

你们`
在我需要的时候出现`
帮我`
劝我`
鼓励我`
安慰我`
拥抱我`
弄哭我`

这些我都记得`
也很感谢有你们和一班疯婆做的一切`
我都放在心上了`

可是你们知道吗?
很多时候`
很多伤痛`
很多悲伤`
都是你们带给我的`


可能是你们对我太重要了吧`
所以我觉得你们不能离开我`

只要你们的一切少了我`
我就会难过伤心`

还有`
很多时候在我需要你们`
而且是濒临崩溃的时候`
你们都一个有一个地离开我`
心~
真的!
会~
很~痛~

觉得世界上没人了`
突然从天堂掉到地狱`
从色彩变黑`
变`

在我写下这些时`
我已经哭得不像人了`

每天每分每秒都想跟你们腻在一起`
可惜`
这些都只是我的意愿而已`

我只能说我有家人等于没有`
所以`
很庆幸在f2的时候遇到你们`
谢谢`

你们有你们的生活`
我能够明白`
可是`
我就是不能够看到你们这样`

因为我会觉得我被忽视`
我不被理解`
我不被关心`

可能是我这儿个人怪吧`

2010只剩下一天罢了`
可是就在这天`
我彻底地崩溃`

原因啊`

我也不想多说`
只能说我是一个[ 眼浅 ] 的一个人`

我..

你们`

对`
不`
起`

我不懂要说什么`
也不懂我自己在说什么`

我们一起逃课`
一起去k`
每天放学后就一起yam cha`
我们的生日`
彼此都有在`

谢谢你们陪我度过了一年`

其实我要说的不只这些`
可是很多东西我不懂得用言语和文字来表达`

最后`

只能说`

谢`
谢`

---和---

对`
不`
起`

2day..

while i m sleeping..
smbody sms mi..
den i take my phone to check it lo..

haha..
bull shit lei geh..

msg is shower tis >>> [ 如果我发现到我喜欢你 你...会怎样? ]
den i reply..
Oo..like tat lo..
den msg again..
[ 我他妈的爱上你 >< 死翘翘了我 == ]
i say [ mayb is u think too much leh ]
[ gt think it properly ]

[ 不是 ] (means nt think too much is real d)

den i juz Oo..
i oso dunno wat to say liao..
den still keep chat lo..=)

nw my fren is coming to my house..
waiting her..
n waiting others 2 coming oso.. =)
xD
muackz...
i will hav a best christams eve wif u all...
<3

erm...
yesterday tok my results..
haiz...
feel like nvm du care n feel like care oso..
laugh in front of ppl say nvm..
cry alone in d house... ><

complicated..

erm....
after take our results den v go lm wif frens...

veli happi..
go eat Mc Donald wif them..
chat play take pic..

Serene..
yesterday is d first time tat she go out wif mi..
n i think is oso d last time... =(

however..
i dun hope is like tat..

when they allplaying inside d [ da gei chiong ]
i go le toilet wif her..
take pic..
xDD

after tat..
v go bk they wait them..
wait a while..
den v go floor by floor to find our [ zhuan shu ji nian pin ]
haha..
say want buy phone accessories..
but after tat say wan buy couple rings..
after tat din hav any shop sold tat..==
haiz...
gt la..
gt a shop gt sold..
but veli expensive..
go in le.
saw d price..
den run [ yao ga fai dak gam fai ]
xDD..
at last saw a necklace shop..
den go in buy le tat..
cost mi RM13.90..

smmore d [ tali ] too short so go le another shop to buy a new one..longer d..
cost mi RM12.. ='(

heart pain dou~~~

den suddenli saw my relative..
she gave mi RM50..
i [ paiseh] to take..
but at last..
haiz...

den after tat go home liao lo..
coz serene hav to go bk early..

thv to her..
coz i gt a nice memories..

^^

i'm bk!!! =))

nth to say a..

long time din update my blog le..
coz busy working.. ><

1st of Dec..
go out wif frens.. ^^

2nd of Dec..
primary skul gathering..
go watch movie..
n chat mani played..
damn happi..

3rd of Dec..
work..

4th of Dec..
work again..

work n work n work...

S.K.I.P

11th~12th of Dec..
go le Semenyih ---Geminid Meteor Shower Camp..
2 days 1 night..
hav a nice trip..

13th of Dec..
work..

work until nw..

erm..
let mi say wat i going to do in d future la.. xDD

23th of Dec..
bk to skul take PMR results.. =(

24th of Dec..
my frens will come to my house..^^

25th of Dec..
i think stay at home or go out ba..
hu knows? =))

26th of Dec..
go my fren house wif primary frens again..
having a Bbq Christmas Party.. =DD

27th of Dec..
work again..

until 30th of Dec i think..

31st of Dec..
plan to go countdown wif fren..

but dunno cn mou..
coz dunno let mi off mou..
end of month company hav to [ stock take]..

hope can go countdown le..

like tat den finished my 15th years life..
and ALSO..
2010..

start my 16th life..
f4 life..
AND..
2011..

hahahah..(fake laugh)

veli funny say le dun feel like wanna continue write blog but den hw?
nw oso blog again..

nw----- 1.17a.m.

nw is raining..
n mi..raining oso..

i cried..
bcoz of mani thg..
dunno hw 2 say n oso nt going to say here..
i juz will keep it all inside my heart..

all sadness..
all bad thg..
all n all n all..
juz let mi go undertake it by myself..

i think i can..
by d way i dun trust myself oso..
i dun think i can..

but i hope i can n i will try my best.. =((

2day..

erm..
is yesterday ba..
nw is 1.10 a.m.

go le ts watch movie wif fren..
nt in d mood..
smthg happened..
i m sad..

11 o'clock meet..
watch 12 o'clock d..
b4 go in v go walk walk n but popcorn n coke..

is time to go in..

movie end at 1 smthg..
after tat acc my fren go watsons buy smthg n acc my another fren buy shirt den go le chatroom eat..

after tat den go home le..

nt in d mood nw oso..
so dun feel like wanna continue to write my blog..

soli..

i hav to cool down myself n let myself relax..
if nt i will crazy..

thx all n soli again..T.T

long time din update le..

n nw..
4.25 a.m.

holiday had start few days ago..

everyday juz stay at home be a [zai nv]..

sleep..
eat..
internet..
sleep..
eat..
internet..

everyday do d sam thg..
reali bored d lo..

but no choice..
think b4 wanna find a job n work to earn sm money..
save it or buy smthg tat i like i wan..

but..
haiz..
unfortunately..
din hav any job nid mi..><

but actuai gt a job alwayz waiting 4 mi..
but i dun wan..
-----my mun company-----

I DUN WANT WORK WITH HER!!
i dun wan everyday 2gather wif her..
I HATE!!!!!

she alwayz force mi..
keep giv mi preasure..

i cant [digest] it!
i suffering nw..

dunno hw 2 say oso..
juz nw on fb my fren chat wif mi..
n i told her about 2day my mum forced mi to work..
n she oso tell mi mani thgs..

i CRIED.. T.T
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aiya..4gt all those sadness..
think sm happi d..
n i tell u all smthg tat happi d..
i dyed my hair..^^
happi..
n i cut my hair oso..
i like it oso..=))

erm..
n..
2mr..
no..suppose 2 say is 2day..
later going to ts cinema wif my lovely ji mui..

enjoy it!
happi!^^

long tim din c u all le..
reali miss u all..

n my fren hu already went USA..
i miss u so much oso..

rmb..
happi alwayz..
muz smile..
but do nt force urself to smile when u r unhappy..
dun try to act.. =)))

n rmb.
when u r in trouble..
u r sad..
u tell mi..
share wif mi..
i will everytim here wif u..

n do nt hurt urself oso..
rmb wat u promised mi..
dun make mi sad n worry about u..

dun worry..be happi..

v all will wait u bk..
v wont 4gt u..

miss u~~~