昨天忙了一整天。。。做这做那的。。。忙到晚上才回到家。。。
回到家了。。。还要给老妈店去做家务。。。扫地，抹地的。。。
扫完地，抹完地的时候已经是凌晨12点多了。。。
可是不懂为什么忙了一整天都不觉得困。。。所以就坐在客厅看电影。。。
全家人都睡得像猪一样。。。就只有我。。。像看门狗那样守在客厅看戏。。。
看到3点多吧。。。不想待在客厅。。。所以就进了房间去
进了房间后，睡不着就带起耳机听歌。。。平时听着听着都会睡着的
可是我不但睡不着。。。我还因为电台播放着的‘礼物‘而哭。。。看来我应该又是想起xx吧。。。
哭着哭着歌也播完了。。。一首接一首的歌一连串的播放着。。。也因为这样我哭得停不下来了。。。到最后又崩溃了。。。不停的哭啊哭。。。哭了很久很久。。。
我终于把自己控制住不要让我自己再哭。。。停止了哭泣。。。为了不想让自己再哭。。。我拔掉了连接着电话的耳机。。。丢在一旁就躺在床上来来回回地望着天花板。。。
就这样不知不觉地睡着了。。。
到了今天早上起床在洗刷时，在镜子里看到了我的双眼肿了起来。。。

~崩溃~

星期四那天上完数学节后我把我的dear叫到了我班。。。
她来了过后，我告诉她说我很想xx。。。告诉她说我当天早上才因为想xx而哭。。。
我们谈了蛮久的，然后不知道为什么我突然间哭了。。。可能是因为太想太想xx吧。。。
。。。哭过就好了，痛都会好的。。。
哭了过后。。。就一分一秒地熬到了放学。。。
会到家里丢下书包就往房间跑，开电脑上网。。。上着上着我的dear叫我去他的的部落格。。。我去了看。。。刚开始看的时候我的眼眶就已经湿了，过后就落泪，落泪不久后我就崩溃了。。。
在我dear的部落格里她写了很多东西劝我不要再想xx了，不要再为xx哭，她说她知道我的痛等等的。。。
比起其他人看了应该都会觉得没有什么特别难过或感伤。。。可是对我而言却有着一种难以形容的伤难以形容的痛。。。想起了很多以往跟xx的回忆。。。想起xx的样子。。。想起xx对我笑的样子。。。
这些都是我们的回忆。。。
我很痛恨我自己。。。为什么？！为什么？！为什么明明都分开了那么久都还要想起xx。。。就快要半年了。。。在这半年的日子里都不好过。。。总是过着有xx影子的生活。。。
半年了！！！难道忘记一个人就真的那么难吗！！！
是的。。。对我而言，真的很难。。。因为我对xx的爱比谁都还要来得深。。。
但是，爱xx又怎样。。。能改变结果吗？！
还是不能。。。分了就是分了。。。我什么都不能做。。。
我们现在什么都不是了。。。就连朋友都不是。。。
我还能做什么？！就只能想你。。。
希望你会幸福。。。能找到一个比我更爱你的人。。。

~TORTURE~

Saturday go wet go gai gai...SUNDAY??torture...torture...reali torture..

bcoz of CNY is coming...my lou mou ask mi to help her fried 'nga gu'

torture had started...Tolong lo...saturday i midnight onli sleep...sunday u wake up mi early in d morning...mendera mi leh...

after eat my breakfast den started my 'work'

FRIED!FRIED!FRIED!

buy outside d nt can liao lo...ask m i help!more fish!!!

haizzz...tis is an order i dun wan do oso CANT la...so pity a mi...

fried har fried har...cha m doh gao dim joh...

but when fry tat tim veli hot lo...d kitchen no fan d...mou dang cho geh...smmore d oil veli hot n causes my hand veli oily n reali vele veli veli HOT lo...

after finish fried still hav to wait until it not hot anymore den put inside d container...bt put it by using hand...yalk!d oil was full of my hand...my hand except oil n oil oso is oil...worst!

my 'job' was done...

though all those was already end...but no!

smthg is continue to mi...

after tis i go pasar malam...d pasar malam ppl more dou~sempit dou~hot dou~
walk here walk thr...buy here buy thr...c here c thr...d tim was running...running veli fast...

[ 10 smthg ]

get into d car...though finali can go home can rest can sleep joh...my lou mou suddenli say wanna go tesco but thgs...buy wat la...buy thg ask mi accompany 4 wat wo...smmore is buy ur thgs osony buy my thgs...haiz...

...FINALI...

finish buying...finish bill...

is tim to go home...

finali can go home can rest can sleep...

~reach home~

faster go bath after bath den ZZZ...

T-bowl DAY

last SATURDAY gt d replacement class 4 d chinese new year d...

~But~

lazy...so p lo...

~But~

2day is my frenz d birthday...so i wait after their skul finish onli go meet them lo...Lol
haiz...d bus damn slow smmore tracfic jam...wat d fuck!
LATE JOH!!!
3 frenz waiting mi at d the store entrance...othersss???
go thr 'ba wai' joh...hehe

Den???walk veli veli veli veli fast to thr...(s.w d 3rd floor---t-bowl restaurant)
...FINALI...reach joh...
Faster order thg eat...butttt...my frenz huey yee say she three smthg gtg joh...but tat tim is already one smthg so...they all mai dan first n go gai gai first...after tat onli v go meet them again...

...while waiting our food...

v saw d renovation veli sui so take pic...

left hand side d is my dear...pei ling...right hand side d of coz is mi lo...^^

d sam ppl...hehe

...food dou joh lo...

b4 eat take pic oso...kekeke

my dear order d...rice...4gt joh wat rice... mii d...seafood ramen

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black pepper spageti

Water Area...

FINISH EAT LO>>>

Drink oso...finish

they cam bk meet us wo...

red colour d...kar thay...bside...huey yee

After bill...

they were counting d $$ so...i take pic again...

pee pee...haha [= tis is single d...wahaha

DEN go gai gai...^^

2day kawat again!!
Wasai..
almost everyday i oso stay bk joh leh..
2day still wan stay bk..
den consider duwan go bk home lo..
bt my fren say she wan 2 stay bk wo..
den thinking wan go home anot?!
after a while..
my frens sudden say duwan stay bk d..
WAH! so gud a..
she giving me a chance 2 go home early..
nt my fault ah.. HAHA..
sunthg wrong wit me.. hehe..
bt i hav de responsibility d leh..
b4 i go home i oso wan wait d comander finish skul..
after tell her onli i go lo..
while waiting..
of coz i go eat wit my frenz la..
~eat.. eat.. eat~
den reach time 2 go bk kawat joh wo..
den i faster go bk n thinkin wan simply tell her an excuse den go home lo..
saw her d..
wakaka~
den i ask her can i go home??
she veli "gud" lo..
she say u wan go home?!
can..
after sit up 4 100 times..
den u can go bk..
actuali i wan simply find an excuse 2 tell her de lo..
bt think think har..
dunno y..
like leong sam fat yin..
den i juz keep my mouth shut n go kawat..
awat..
walao..
juz nw consider joh gam loi..
bt finali?!
wat d fuck!
oso dunno y a??
like veli soft gem..
after think so mani bt oso dun hav do..
haiz..
bt tis is nt soft..
tis is call wat??
responsibility ah?!!
haha.. paiseh~
i hou perasaan har geh..
hehe ==

stupid intervensi~

Yeah!!
Tmr is last 2 paper 4 intervensi 1 joh..
DAMN happy d..
k book k dou~
father's name is wat oso dunno d...
no time update de blog too..

tmr is bc n geo..
both of them oso no nid to revision de la..
more fish d..
better go slp or on9 la..
others subject all oso ok la..
bt fews day ago de math paper 2..

WALAO~
KANASAI!
many oso dunno hw 2 do lei..
bullshit!
study b4 de oso 4get joh..
hw d formula la..
summore gt 1 is nt even study b4 d..

wat d fuck..
play me mie??
den i play wit u la..
i juz leave it there let teacher do..
haha..
many oso no ans d..

haiz~
say abt de math oso no mood liao la..
i duwan write liao la..

高校铁金刚签唱会

一月一号呐~
跟朋友去看高效铁金刚的演员！耶！！！
东于哲~林宇中~danny boy~chin...
五点开始~我们差不多三点去那边等~
哇劳耶！五点才开始叻~
在那边一边等一边聊谈天说地哈哈~
刚开始还很好玩的。。。
~一个小时后~
够力！脚开始发神经噢~这个酸完到另一个酸~酸？！放了柠檬咩？我还甜叻~哈哈
哈哈但是为了靓仔~值！
哎呀！！出来咯~一个一个地走出来~哇靓仔啊！！！
三八的没有看过靓仔啊？！
就是！嘿嘿~
喇喇淋咯~当然是拿出电话拍照拉~等将久久是为了拍这一刻叻~咔咔
妈的！好衰不衰那个死肥婆！！！人家在那边拍照~那个手啊！把他砍掉啊！人不拍，他不拿牌上来噢~人家一拍那个死人牌就给我拿起来噢~够力到！
还好我总算拍到一些照片~
东于哲根林宇中唱歌超好听~现场听超赞的
看完了~
就跟朋友去逛逛咯~
有收获叻~水染指是一双鞋~五十块叻！！不过心头号，没办法咯~嘻嘻~
行圆街就返屋企咯~~^^